IVIZ
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SERIOUSLY!!! No joke!
I cant believe why so much has gone wrong in my social life since a little kid. Even today I have the same problems as a kid, where I would stick my foot in my mouth, stay quiet when I should be talking making it akward. I say whats on my mind at the wrong times or I really shouldn't even say whats on my mind. I suddenly burst out with silly but stupid sounds that I think are cool to me. I lack the wits to continue a smart conversation. I cant keep eye contact for long and it looks like I'm bored but I'm really not, but very interested in what they have to say. I constantly dose off and become distracted with my own thinking when someone is talking to me. I sound like an idiot who knows it all when I talk, but I'm just talking normally. When I ask someone for their name my brain doesn't capture it and in seconds I forget it, then I'm asking for it again, dumb me doesn't record in my mind, but I guess I just ask to be nice but dont find it important. Oh yeah I really dont find what anyone has to say important and it seems like I just stop listening. I seem to just want people to jump to the point instead of little chit chat. *gasp for air*
So its useless, I think I might have an illness or something. It seems like I havent improved since little. GOD I'M SCREWED
And yes I know I give the impression of a jerk.
I cant believe why so much has gone wrong in my social life since a little kid. Even today I have the same problems as a kid, where I would stick my foot in my mouth, stay quiet when I should be talking making it akward. I say whats on my mind at the wrong times or I really shouldn't even say whats on my mind. I suddenly burst out with silly but stupid sounds that I think are cool to me. I lack the wits to continue a smart conversation. I cant keep eye contact for long and it looks like I'm bored but I'm really not, but very interested in what they have to say. I constantly dose off and become distracted with my own thinking when someone is talking to me. I sound like an idiot who knows it all when I talk, but I'm just talking normally. When I ask someone for their name my brain doesn't capture it and in seconds I forget it, then I'm asking for it again, dumb me doesn't record in my mind, but I guess I just ask to be nice but dont find it important. Oh yeah I really dont find what anyone has to say important and it seems like I just stop listening. I seem to just want people to jump to the point instead of little chit chat. *gasp for air*
So its useless, I think I might have an illness or something. It seems like I havent improved since little. GOD I'M SCREWED
And yes I know I give the impression of a jerk.