Hey First post here, this might get long, but it's something I feel I need to discuss with someone. If you have a similar problem we can totally talk about it.
First off, let me start with the fact I'm in my early-mid twenties. I don't know if it's just a part of growing up, but seriously, I'm getting SO darn bored with absolutely everything. I don't have a psychological issue (I'm not depressed or anything), I have a healthy self-esteem, I'm seeing a hot guy, I'm pretty and frequently told so and I'm happy with myself, I'm financially well off, I've travelled a lot in my life and I have a loving mother and my own apartment. I lived abroad and I've seen a lot. I have a handful of great friends and blessed to be creative enough to be good at art.. it's also something I enjoy doing.
*however*, I just can't shake the feeling of being bored almost all the time, even if it's doing something I enjoy, it seems like I just don't give a honeysuckle, it all feels like *been there, done that, bought the t-shirt* to me, even when I try new things (and I lead a very active life, I do stuff all the time) I'm just getting the feeling of even the new just feeling old, old, old, and I don't know what to do about it. I really don't know what direction I could take in life that could lift this feeling, I feel like doing something kind of radical, just leaving for somewhere on the other end of the world and start over, everything being completely different. Though it's probably just an excuse, and that will get "boring" too, after I do it. I remember even a year back, certain things could still excite me, and I'd get giddy thinking about them. Nowadays I'm just so *meh* about absolutely everything.
(And before you guys go err spoilt ***** etc etc seriously, I count my blessings and thank the Lord SO OFTEN for all I was given, I'm a very charitable person an I do A LOT of voluntary work and devote quite a bit of my time helping those less fortunate) but still. Nothing feels right somehow, even if I'm having fun. I wonder if that's a sign from the Lord that He wants me to turn to religion more and focus on what's *really* important. I don't know. I mean I'm really liking the idea of just getting more religious and starting a family with a religious guy but I'm real scared it would just feel the same way everything else does to me now.
First off, let me start with the fact I'm in my early-mid twenties. I don't know if it's just a part of growing up, but seriously, I'm getting SO darn bored with absolutely everything. I don't have a psychological issue (I'm not depressed or anything), I have a healthy self-esteem, I'm seeing a hot guy, I'm pretty and frequently told so and I'm happy with myself, I'm financially well off, I've travelled a lot in my life and I have a loving mother and my own apartment. I lived abroad and I've seen a lot. I have a handful of great friends and blessed to be creative enough to be good at art.. it's also something I enjoy doing.
*however*, I just can't shake the feeling of being bored almost all the time, even if it's doing something I enjoy, it seems like I just don't give a honeysuckle, it all feels like *been there, done that, bought the t-shirt* to me, even when I try new things (and I lead a very active life, I do stuff all the time) I'm just getting the feeling of even the new just feeling old, old, old, and I don't know what to do about it. I really don't know what direction I could take in life that could lift this feeling, I feel like doing something kind of radical, just leaving for somewhere on the other end of the world and start over, everything being completely different. Though it's probably just an excuse, and that will get "boring" too, after I do it. I remember even a year back, certain things could still excite me, and I'd get giddy thinking about them. Nowadays I'm just so *meh* about absolutely everything.
(And before you guys go err spoilt ***** etc etc seriously, I count my blessings and thank the Lord SO OFTEN for all I was given, I'm a very charitable person an I do A LOT of voluntary work and devote quite a bit of my time helping those less fortunate) but still. Nothing feels right somehow, even if I'm having fun. I wonder if that's a sign from the Lord that He wants me to turn to religion more and focus on what's *really* important. I don't know. I mean I'm really liking the idea of just getting more religious and starting a family with a religious guy but I'm real scared it would just feel the same way everything else does to me now.