Kalenjin91
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Sometimes I think i'm the saddest person to ever walk the dark corners of this Earth. No real friends, no real love, no real family, no real normal relationships. I wake up alone, I lay down alone. I talk to myself constantly, not because i'm crazy, but to keep myself sane from the isolation and pain. Unlike many other people my situation is truly woeful, being a young black male in a world constructed to exclude me, no matter how intelligent and hard working I may be, there is no escape from the psychological torment. I fear I will never find anyone on this Earth that truly understands or cares about me; society fears me, my own people despise those like me.. There is no winning or happiness in this place.. I'm leaving soon though, far away, and I hope to find some solace in a new environment. Can anyone help me with advise so I can live my life differently and hopefully more happily when I move..