Im 20 male from poland. I have hundreds of problems in my life (you wouldnt belive if i tell you) and im terribly lonely. I live only with my grandma who cant walk and suffers from pain. I alreday tried to commit suicide but i failed. I always had problems with girls... i dont know why. Maybe something is wrong with me, i dont know. I dont even remember how it is to be loved. Can you give me some advice? Or just write anything, maybe someone noticing that i actually exist and writing a post will make me feel better.