SMOF
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So I don't even know how I came to post up on here but I might as well.
As of lately, I have become overwhelmed with life and the responsibilities and expectations that comes with being a man.
I never did well in high school. I was diagnosed with ADD at a young age and me nor my family ever wanted to accept that there was something wrong with me.
It has finally hit me that I have learned nothing about the real world. I feel like I have brain damage or something. If I have the motivation, I can do anything I want but I always lose whatever I have learned.
I work full time as a cook and I feel like its going no where. I have lost all my friends because I always find a way to forget everything that we discussed.
I'm not a bad looking person by any means. I'm musically inclined and I know I have talents but I always feel so insignificant because of my lack of sustained knowledge. People always say I'm the crazy one or that I have the personality of an 8 year old.
I honestly don't even know were to go from here. I haven't been outside of my house in 3 months besides going to work. The girl that I was seeing keeps trying to talk to me but I forgot everything that we talked about. It drives me crazy that we had so much in common but that I screwed it all up because of my memory problems.
Anyways I don't know what else to say. I'm just jotting down excuses and bullshit because that's all I have anymore. I don't want to fail my family or myself anymore, but its just gotten to a point to were I can't even organize my life anymore.
As of lately, I have become overwhelmed with life and the responsibilities and expectations that comes with being a man.
I never did well in high school. I was diagnosed with ADD at a young age and me nor my family ever wanted to accept that there was something wrong with me.
It has finally hit me that I have learned nothing about the real world. I feel like I have brain damage or something. If I have the motivation, I can do anything I want but I always lose whatever I have learned.
I work full time as a cook and I feel like its going no where. I have lost all my friends because I always find a way to forget everything that we discussed.
I'm not a bad looking person by any means. I'm musically inclined and I know I have talents but I always feel so insignificant because of my lack of sustained knowledge. People always say I'm the crazy one or that I have the personality of an 8 year old.
I honestly don't even know were to go from here. I haven't been outside of my house in 3 months besides going to work. The girl that I was seeing keeps trying to talk to me but I forgot everything that we talked about. It drives me crazy that we had so much in common but that I screwed it all up because of my memory problems.
Anyways I don't know what else to say. I'm just jotting down excuses and bullshit because that's all I have anymore. I don't want to fail my family or myself anymore, but its just gotten to a point to were I can't even organize my life anymore.