pastelkitties
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Hey! My name is Marian, (pronounced mary-anne, my parents misspelled it).
I am 12 years old, live in Ohio, and I am a girl.
I guess this all started when my best friend moved. All my close friends drifted away and I began to join a group of new friends. It didn't work out well, it was a tornado of gossip and lies. I found another group, which used to be close to me in elementary school, so I thought that I would be safe.
Not.
We went through a real test of friendship, and they left.
I am tired of giving 110% of effort and getting none back.
I have had social anxiety for as long as I remember.
I am not a complete loner, I have SOME friends. I don't really feel like putting any effort into friends because I feel like I'm going to lose them anyways. I think I am growing stronger and stronger with making friends, but I am not sure. The word that describes me is not sure.
ugh.
Maybe I'm best when I'm alone. I have this small piece of hope within me that keeps me strong. I won't give up and stay lonely forever. I have plenty of years to live. I'm just sleeping through life right now.
Bye! I'm excited to see where this website takes me!
I am 12 years old, live in Ohio, and I am a girl.
I guess this all started when my best friend moved. All my close friends drifted away and I began to join a group of new friends. It didn't work out well, it was a tornado of gossip and lies. I found another group, which used to be close to me in elementary school, so I thought that I would be safe.
Not.
We went through a real test of friendship, and they left.
I am tired of giving 110% of effort and getting none back.
I have had social anxiety for as long as I remember.
I am not a complete loner, I have SOME friends. I don't really feel like putting any effort into friends because I feel like I'm going to lose them anyways. I think I am growing stronger and stronger with making friends, but I am not sure. The word that describes me is not sure.
ugh.
Maybe I'm best when I'm alone. I have this small piece of hope within me that keeps me strong. I won't give up and stay lonely forever. I have plenty of years to live. I'm just sleeping through life right now.
Bye! I'm excited to see where this website takes me!
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