Shak
Member
Mood: Upset / Happy / Angry / Confused / Sad / Excited / Random / Up for Anything
State of Mind:
Psych/Analytical / Indifferent/Null / Joking/Funny / Normal/Random
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Hello ALL (Pun fully intended),
I am Shak,
I am a Male, 25yrs old, Brown/Desi/Pakistani Guy, who is 80% Western & 20% Desi mentality.
I am at a point in my life, where I feel... I need guidance in my life because I failed to receive it from anyone in my life properly (Not gonna discount people who did try)
I was at a very UP and HIGH point in my life... Twice... and I dropped and Crashed hard Twice, and it hurt...
I am here,... to seek help and fellow friends.
I am not diagnosed with anything clinically ... but that's because I never went to get tested... i dislike doctors, and i dislike medication.
I am twisted and Dark, i use to be a Goth. (Professional Lifestyle for Career Changed that).
Hopefully I am not Flamed or Bashed for any reason. Because quiet frankly, I'll fight back and flame back. and I have no intention of provoking anyone to hurt me.
This place is my last hope for me to get better, as I can not find help anywhere that I find... "possible to deal with". Plus it's online. (I'm a computer guy) AND I don't know anyone here from my life, so Hopefully its Judgment-free.
Thank's for Reading.
Also, Kudos to those who are in worse situation than me and still have the power to move forward, join the community and raise a little hell and state "I Exist!" ~ cause reading a lot of threads before i joined gave me the courage in my life to feel this way. Thank you.
~ Side Note: I "Studied" Psychology as a Child so when I talk one-on-one I tend to be... err.. different. Its a Hobby, not an Academic study.
State of Mind:
Psych/Analytical / Indifferent/Null / Joking/Funny / Normal/Random
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Hello ALL (Pun fully intended),
I am Shak,
I am a Male, 25yrs old, Brown/Desi/Pakistani Guy, who is 80% Western & 20% Desi mentality.
I am at a point in my life, where I feel... I need guidance in my life because I failed to receive it from anyone in my life properly (Not gonna discount people who did try)
I was at a very UP and HIGH point in my life... Twice... and I dropped and Crashed hard Twice, and it hurt...
I am here,... to seek help and fellow friends.
I am not diagnosed with anything clinically ... but that's because I never went to get tested... i dislike doctors, and i dislike medication.
I am twisted and Dark, i use to be a Goth. (Professional Lifestyle for Career Changed that).
Hopefully I am not Flamed or Bashed for any reason. Because quiet frankly, I'll fight back and flame back. and I have no intention of provoking anyone to hurt me.
This place is my last hope for me to get better, as I can not find help anywhere that I find... "possible to deal with". Plus it's online. (I'm a computer guy) AND I don't know anyone here from my life, so Hopefully its Judgment-free.
Thank's for Reading.
Also, Kudos to those who are in worse situation than me and still have the power to move forward, join the community and raise a little hell and state "I Exist!" ~ cause reading a lot of threads before i joined gave me the courage in my life to feel this way. Thank you.
~ Side Note: I "Studied" Psychology as a Child so when I talk one-on-one I tend to be... err.. different. Its a Hobby, not an Academic study.
