DysphoricMuse
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I was really stoked to find this forum. I was doubtful that anything existed. I guess I am one of these people who's ashamed to even admit that they are lonely. I like to walk around this this attitude that I don't need anyone and that I am completely confident in myself, and lonely people are needy and have no spine. But in reality I am this desperately lonely person, as cordial and as out going as I am I have a difficult time meeting friends and I am desperately afraid of rejection. I don't really trust people to see the intelligent, funny and interesting person I am....I guess I just have little faith in the people around me, and that makes me doubt myself. I don't need a fleet of BFF's....but it would be nice to have just one person who I could emotionally trust and vice versa....
I dunno, I just wish life were like the Sims, and I could manufacture my life for myself. I just don't understand myself, I have never been called boring, stupid or uninteresting and have never had a hard time attracting a man with my looks yet....I'm lonely and my self esteem is nonexistent. My existence makes little sense to me.
I dunno, I just wish life were like the Sims, and I could manufacture my life for myself. I just don't understand myself, I have never been called boring, stupid or uninteresting and have never had a hard time attracting a man with my looks yet....I'm lonely and my self esteem is nonexistent. My existence makes little sense to me.