Haz
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wish I had someone to cuddle right now
or even someone I could just share that thought with. I keep thinking to myself.... all these people i've met who are offshoots of the social circles i've held over the years, they don't know me. nobody I have met in person has ever known my private desires and needs... does this make them meaningless?
I feel as if I have so much love to give, but i'm a very lonely person who has trouble connecting with others when reality comes down to it, and always find myself alone feeling misunderstood and wishing people could know the real me.
i'm told i'm handsome, I can be charming and personable, I have a professional outlook in my career and have nothing but the utmost respect for others. some girls are shocked when I tell them i've only started having sex over the last couple of years, and that i've never had a relationship. When they ask me why, I don't know how to respond.
I guess I have always had my reservations about socialising and certainly enjoy my solitude, but I can't help but feel there is something wrong with me if I still need love and physical contact this bad.
Just a few thoughts this sunday morn...
or even someone I could just share that thought with. I keep thinking to myself.... all these people i've met who are offshoots of the social circles i've held over the years, they don't know me. nobody I have met in person has ever known my private desires and needs... does this make them meaningless?
I feel as if I have so much love to give, but i'm a very lonely person who has trouble connecting with others when reality comes down to it, and always find myself alone feeling misunderstood and wishing people could know the real me.
i'm told i'm handsome, I can be charming and personable, I have a professional outlook in my career and have nothing but the utmost respect for others. some girls are shocked when I tell them i've only started having sex over the last couple of years, and that i've never had a relationship. When they ask me why, I don't know how to respond.
I guess I have always had my reservations about socialising and certainly enjoy my solitude, but I can't help but feel there is something wrong with me if I still need love and physical contact this bad.
Just a few thoughts this sunday morn...