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heavyfeather
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Admiting that you're lonely leads to depression, or is a sign for that. Even though I have a lot of friends, none of them are.. "friends", and I blame myself for that and the way I am. All I can do is say "I'll change my lifestyle and way of being" and move on, I'm never going to admit it's wrong, because it's not.
It's so wierd I found this forum, a few moments ago I was thinking that it sucks I didn't take my driving's licence yet and I felt like talking to a friend, then I realized I had noone to call to talk to about that. Noone that close anyway.
As for my love life, I'm so darn confuzed. Right when I thought I had it figured out -- snap, something else comes along and proves me I'm wrong. When I think about it, it usually ends up with "things would have been so much easier if..".
I don't know who I am anymore, what I want and how I got here. I lost it somewhere along the way..
It's so wierd I found this forum, a few moments ago I was thinking that it sucks I didn't take my driving's licence yet and I felt like talking to a friend, then I realized I had noone to call to talk to about that. Noone that close anyway.
As for my love life, I'm so darn confuzed. Right when I thought I had it figured out -- snap, something else comes along and proves me I'm wrong. When I think about it, it usually ends up with "things would have been so much easier if..".
I don't know who I am anymore, what I want and how I got here. I lost it somewhere along the way..