serenity107
Member
I'm 32 and not sociable at all. It's one thing to be shy & quiet but I'm at a point where I don't really know how to talk to my family. When I do, it seems like the problems I describe is stupid and immature. I became a single mother after going through a divorce in 2009 and I've somehow gotten into a rut that makes me feel like a loser. I should have stayed married because he was the life of our family but at the same time I was feeling this way even then. I've joined this site hoping that it could somehow be a therapuetic way for me to learn how to open up and talk. I had an appointment to speak with a mental health specialist on this past Wednesday but cancelled it because I'm afraid that what I'm describing is crazy and doesn't make sense to anyone. Even this post seems like a riddle of rambled words. Because I don't feel like I can talk I choose to be quiet to keep from sounding vague & stupid. Please offer any advice or encouragement, if you can somewhat comprehend what it is I'm trying to convey.