Okay, so.
I've lost all of my friends from tons of different reasons, including lack of communication... My sister is the outgoing, friendly, everybody-loves type, so she used to always talk for me, go places with me, introduce me to friends. But now I'm in high school, myself. I had a few friends from years ago, but they either left me for their new friends or I never see them. As for the extremely limited few friends I actually managed to MAKE, they went head over heels for my sister, leaving me behind.
So now I'm afraid to make friends with other guys, because I'm afraid they will abandon me again. I've tried to make girl friends...but i have the inability to talk to them. The girl i liked, i was literally about to ask her out, gathering all the courage i had, then i saw her kiss one of my few friends (Icebreaker). I do nothing but sit at my desk, staring at my phone, waiting for a call or text...but nothing ever happens unless it's my family. Every once in a while, i go for a walk or something with my sister, which cures my loneliness for maybe a day, but it's just temporary.
I can't get over the fear of losing another guy friend, but i can't muster the courage to get a girl friend. The only way in the past I've made friends was through other friends, but now that i have none, i can't seem to make any on my own. How should i deal with my shyness/fear?
I've lost all of my friends from tons of different reasons, including lack of communication... My sister is the outgoing, friendly, everybody-loves type, so she used to always talk for me, go places with me, introduce me to friends. But now I'm in high school, myself. I had a few friends from years ago, but they either left me for their new friends or I never see them. As for the extremely limited few friends I actually managed to MAKE, they went head over heels for my sister, leaving me behind.
So now I'm afraid to make friends with other guys, because I'm afraid they will abandon me again. I've tried to make girl friends...but i have the inability to talk to them. The girl i liked, i was literally about to ask her out, gathering all the courage i had, then i saw her kiss one of my few friends (Icebreaker). I do nothing but sit at my desk, staring at my phone, waiting for a call or text...but nothing ever happens unless it's my family. Every once in a while, i go for a walk or something with my sister, which cures my loneliness for maybe a day, but it's just temporary.
I can't get over the fear of losing another guy friend, but i can't muster the courage to get a girl friend. The only way in the past I've made friends was through other friends, but now that i have none, i can't seem to make any on my own. How should i deal with my shyness/fear?