I managed to find this site on google searching for ways to cure my lonelyness. I just so happen to be in the Army and I have been to Afganistan twice. I got married and my wife had a kid before my second deployment. Also before that second deployment my wife wanted a divorce. This was a surprise to me because after a month at NTC things where fine until I went home. Long story short she was cheating on me with my best friend who is also in the army & married. According to her they had plans to divorce each others spouses and run away happy together in Alaska (where he was soon to pcs too). When I confronted him about it he told me nothing happen between them. When she got word from him he wanted to stop seeing her she decided that we should goto marriage counseling. I agreed because I love my son so much and I want to always be there for him. While going to counseling I find out that they are still seeing each other. I presented the evidence to my first Sargent that he was seeing my wife. They swept it under the rug and wouldn't help me. All this was a year and a half ago, and it still haunts me, how I was treated like the villain and made the fool.
The problem I face now is that I fear to trust anyone anymore because if my wife & best friend will stab me in the back who wont? I was abused growing up so family is out of that eqasion. My job, wouldn't uphold their responsibilities and my wife couldn't uphold her vows, I don't know what to do. Everywhere I go home & work I feel so lonely. There is no one I can depend on, I can trust, I can love. It's horrible....
The problem I face now is that I fear to trust anyone anymore because if my wife & best friend will stab me in the back who wont? I was abused growing up so family is out of that eqasion. My job, wouldn't uphold their responsibilities and my wife couldn't uphold her vows, I don't know what to do. Everywhere I go home & work I feel so lonely. There is no one I can depend on, I can trust, I can love. It's horrible....