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We broke up in March 2009. I know it's been a long time, so you probably find it a little pathetic and ridiculous that i'm actually posting about it. I don't have anyone else to talk to about this though, so that's why i'm here. Basically, for almost 4 years we were inseparable and shared some amazing times together. She was the only girl in my life that i'd ever been close too in that way, and I actually believed that it would last forever. Obviously I was naive, and I feel like an idiot for putting so much love and trust into something that ultimately failed. We ended up drifting apart and despite my best attempts to salvage the relationship, her heart wasn't in it anymore, so she left.
I've been a ghost for the last 3 years, stuck in this intense nostalgic depression, and it's breaking me. To see pictures of her with someone else and to see her so happy, it really makes me... I don't know, it's like the deepest most horrible pain i've ever felt. I can't even say that i'm happy she's happy, because i'm not. I miss her and those feelings, and I want them more than anything else in the world, but I can't.
I know there's nothing anyone can do about it, but I just wanted to get it out...
I've been a ghost for the last 3 years, stuck in this intense nostalgic depression, and it's breaking me. To see pictures of her with someone else and to see her so happy, it really makes me... I don't know, it's like the deepest most horrible pain i've ever felt. I can't even say that i'm happy she's happy, because i'm not. I miss her and those feelings, and I want them more than anything else in the world, but I can't.
I know there's nothing anyone can do about it, but I just wanted to get it out...