lonelydude
Well-known member
- Joined
- Oct 4, 2007
- Messages
- 157
- Reaction score
- 1
As if things werent bad enough , she always gets into a fit when I have to leave the house. Even when I took a class outside of school to brush up on some of my sciences, everytime she was in the car she would go in a fit, saying that i go there just to meet ppl and hang out and not study when on the contrary i was one of the few ppl there who actually paid attention in class.
Its so difficult to find somebody to hanf around nowadays, every1 has these so-called groups that they take for granted. I dont and i have to suffer as a loner, however i found a few ppl i could do stuff with. It was ok with my mom for 2 days but now she just scolded me for being a doormat. I asked her how i was being one and she couldnt even reply to that .. If i can remember, she always tried to turn me against my friends for the smallest and pettiest of reasons that even today i cannot understand . The worst part is that she has these fits every few days and most of the time, SHE is making fun of me or ridiculing me for anything and everything i do. HEck she even ridiculed me for using online forums! ( i told her i was using one for help with my homework and she thought i needed help, i wonder how shell feel when i tell her i use this one ...)
I dont blame my mother for all the loneliness i have gone through, but her attitude is driving me nuts!!! being alone is one thing, but being alone and mentally unstable...well lets see how that works out for me
Its so difficult to find somebody to hanf around nowadays, every1 has these so-called groups that they take for granted. I dont and i have to suffer as a loner, however i found a few ppl i could do stuff with. It was ok with my mom for 2 days but now she just scolded me for being a doormat. I asked her how i was being one and she couldnt even reply to that .. If i can remember, she always tried to turn me against my friends for the smallest and pettiest of reasons that even today i cannot understand . The worst part is that she has these fits every few days and most of the time, SHE is making fun of me or ridiculing me for anything and everything i do. HEck she even ridiculed me for using online forums! ( i told her i was using one for help with my homework and she thought i needed help, i wonder how shell feel when i tell her i use this one ...)
I dont blame my mother for all the loneliness i have gone through, but her attitude is driving me nuts!!! being alone is one thing, but being alone and mentally unstable...well lets see how that works out for me