I feel like I've been here a couple of days yet but I have yet to share anything of substance about myself.
So, why am I here I hear you asking. I was feeling excessively lonely one night, which is not uncommon for me. Sat in the dark late at night with just my thoughts to accompany me, a little seed of a thought growing into eternal insecurity.. leading to complete loneliness, a feeling of empty. When left alone with my thoughts I consider myself not as a case of glass half full/half empty self image, but as a glass totally empty. At some points I feel hopeless, that I have nothing going for me.
I do not know how to describe how I feel other than to use the cliché of feeling empty... like a shell. Nothing on the inside but carbon.
So, why am I here I hear you asking. I was feeling excessively lonely one night, which is not uncommon for me. Sat in the dark late at night with just my thoughts to accompany me, a little seed of a thought growing into eternal insecurity.. leading to complete loneliness, a feeling of empty. When left alone with my thoughts I consider myself not as a case of glass half full/half empty self image, but as a glass totally empty. At some points I feel hopeless, that I have nothing going for me.
I do not know how to describe how I feel other than to use the cliché of feeling empty... like a shell. Nothing on the inside but carbon.