Lonelymom04
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Hi,
I am new here and glad I found this site. Some background - I have been divorced for several years, and have 2 teenage sons (one is now in college). I haven't dated at all since my divorce and don't really have any friends or close family either. I spend most of my time alone. Now that my youngest son is in high school, of course, they have their own social lives- and that is how it should be.
The loneliness has gotten much worse lately. I am so afraid of growing old by myself. I would just like one close relationship in my life, just one person to talk to, and I have not had that for a long time.
I am unattractive. I have come to accept this, but I am not the type of person who will meet someone out in public. Between this and my shyness, I basically have become a recluse except when I have to go to work or take my kids somewhere. I get very uncomfortable in public, because of how i look and I feel like people stare at me. It is really painful and I don't even have one friend or close person to share my feelings with. I keep going because I am a mother, but I have gotten to the point that I am just really depressed.
I wish there was somebody out there who could look past what they see at first and be willing to get to know me, but that may not happen.
I am new here and glad I found this site. Some background - I have been divorced for several years, and have 2 teenage sons (one is now in college). I haven't dated at all since my divorce and don't really have any friends or close family either. I spend most of my time alone. Now that my youngest son is in high school, of course, they have their own social lives- and that is how it should be.
The loneliness has gotten much worse lately. I am so afraid of growing old by myself. I would just like one close relationship in my life, just one person to talk to, and I have not had that for a long time.
I am unattractive. I have come to accept this, but I am not the type of person who will meet someone out in public. Between this and my shyness, I basically have become a recluse except when I have to go to work or take my kids somewhere. I get very uncomfortable in public, because of how i look and I feel like people stare at me. It is really painful and I don't even have one friend or close person to share my feelings with. I keep going because I am a mother, but I have gotten to the point that I am just really depressed.
I wish there was somebody out there who could look past what they see at first and be willing to get to know me, but that may not happen.