Th3Unforgiven
Member
- Joined
- Dec 17, 2018
- Messages
- 8
- Reaction score
- 0
Hello there. Thanks for letting me in, I'd like to start by introducing myself and expressing the reason I joined the forum.
First of all, I'm not sad nor do I have depression even though I've been there multiple times. I'm 18 years old and currently studying. I've had many girlfriends and friends on the past, but have always kept 2 closer to me. My 2 best friends, who I consider pure gold in my life. Long story short, my best friends are currently far away as they have gone to study in another city. ( I can't call it college but it's something similar in Greece). My heavy program and my nature generally doesn't allow me to meet new people and make connections, as I find anyone else not interesting enough. I don't know guys and gals, but I feel society and people have changed in the past years. Everyone seems to be ok with everyone else just staying in the surface and not getting to know the people around in a deeper level. It's been ages since I had a real, meaningful conversation. I really can be social, it's not that. It's that I have lost interest in doing so as I feel everyone (girls and friends) have nothing to give except some temporary pleasure and fun which gets lost later that night. I have a wonderful family, but let's be honest, I can't be spending 24 hours of my day with them.. so I can get to enjoy my loneliness. After all, my loneliness has never left me alone. I'm just sick of this planet, you know?
Sorry for any possible mistakes, haven't used my english for a while.
Love,
Nikos.
First of all, I'm not sad nor do I have depression even though I've been there multiple times. I'm 18 years old and currently studying. I've had many girlfriends and friends on the past, but have always kept 2 closer to me. My 2 best friends, who I consider pure gold in my life. Long story short, my best friends are currently far away as they have gone to study in another city. ( I can't call it college but it's something similar in Greece). My heavy program and my nature generally doesn't allow me to meet new people and make connections, as I find anyone else not interesting enough. I don't know guys and gals, but I feel society and people have changed in the past years. Everyone seems to be ok with everyone else just staying in the surface and not getting to know the people around in a deeper level. It's been ages since I had a real, meaningful conversation. I really can be social, it's not that. It's that I have lost interest in doing so as I feel everyone (girls and friends) have nothing to give except some temporary pleasure and fun which gets lost later that night. I have a wonderful family, but let's be honest, I can't be spending 24 hours of my day with them.. so I can get to enjoy my loneliness. After all, my loneliness has never left me alone. I'm just sick of this planet, you know?
Sorry for any possible mistakes, haven't used my english for a while.
Love,
Nikos.