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haywud
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I really let my problems get the best of me about a month ago and had my account deleted even though there was no real reason for doing so, well I figured I would try again. I think the last time I was expecting too much, like I was just going to meet a bunch of people and that I would suddenly feel better. Of course as I said I've just let my problems get the best of me, and it got to a point where nothing I did here or anywhere else made any difference. I've suffered from a dark depression for almost a year now, and very few things have been able to help. Even when I do find something that helps I just seem to ruin it somehow. I'm in a worse place now than I was when I originally joined back in September, so I don't know, we'll just see what happens from here. I don't really expect anything this time around, I don't expect to meet people or make any friends this time so I'm sure that will makes things seem less depressing. It's not like I have anything to talk about if I did meet people, all I really know are video games since that's basically all my life is anymore. Well I think that's enough of my rambling, and if you actually read all of this mess then thank you.