Prodigy
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I have previously dropped out of college twice due to depression and anxiety, and I recently re-enrolled again for the 3rd time, but I'm not sure if I make the right decision. My school will be starting in about a months time, and I can't stop feeling anxious.
I have this condition known as "face blindness" which impairs my ability to recognize faces.
Now this is what I fear most: During the first day of class, I'll make a bunch of new friends, and I sit together with my new friends at the first day of class, but what will happen during my second day of class when the lesson is conducted in a different classroom and when I walked into the class I'm unable to recognize the faces of my new friends?
Should I just go up to any random group of people in class and just sit down at the same table as them although there is a high chance they might not be my new friends and I might have recognized their faces wrongly? Or should I just sit alone in class during my 2nd day? But what if my new friends got offended because they saw me sitting at a different table from them? What should I do in this situation?
All these issues are just making me so anxious and I just feel like withdrawing from school right now, it's better to withdraw now than to end up dropping out again halfway.
Should I just withdraw my application now before it's too late? The school has already accepted my application and I have already paid my school fees, but if I withdraw my application now I'll still be able to have some of my school fees refunded back. So should I withdraw my application?
I have this condition known as "face blindness" which impairs my ability to recognize faces.
Now this is what I fear most: During the first day of class, I'll make a bunch of new friends, and I sit together with my new friends at the first day of class, but what will happen during my second day of class when the lesson is conducted in a different classroom and when I walked into the class I'm unable to recognize the faces of my new friends?
Should I just go up to any random group of people in class and just sit down at the same table as them although there is a high chance they might not be my new friends and I might have recognized their faces wrongly? Or should I just sit alone in class during my 2nd day? But what if my new friends got offended because they saw me sitting at a different table from them? What should I do in this situation?
All these issues are just making me so anxious and I just feel like withdrawing from school right now, it's better to withdraw now than to end up dropping out again halfway.
Should I just withdraw my application now before it's too late? The school has already accepted my application and I have already paid my school fees, but if I withdraw my application now I'll still be able to have some of my school fees refunded back. So should I withdraw my application?