Some of my best

[Freakin_Amazin]

Misery

Misery,
Agony
Who whould ever want to live this way?
The pain's
Unbearable
Somebody please take me from this place
Misery,
I'll lose my mind
I love you so,
But you don't stay
It's killing me
Slowly,
And yet I think of you
And I do breathe
Misery,
Agony,
I don't want to love you, but I can't stop
Misery​

In the hole

In the hole
Where I sit
Lead that flies
Over my head
Praise the Lord
Cause we may die
Make your last wish
And prepare to fight

In the hole
We're afraid
Of all the noises
And the bombs overhead
We want to run,
But we just hide
We don't want to be the next in line

In the hole
Where I am
Praying someone will make this end​

I know Naleena will like this one
It doesn't have a name cuz I just wrote it that was that

I seen an angel, he’s up high
Flying through these dreams
I’ve been through hell now, seen a lot of things
Things’ll make you weep
But somehow, these aint empty dreams
They still make me feel
And when in doubt, I’ll still hold on
To these crazy dreams

They take me away
To a far off place

I’m seeing heaven, what a beautiful place
It’s just like my dreams
But somewhere far, far away from here
That’s where I keep staying

I’ve seen an angel, seen a lot of things
But nothing quite like you
You’re a dream,
But I’ll still hold on
To what I believe​

Caged

Anger,
Barely contained again
Someday
It’ll seep out and conquer me
Again,
A feeling that makes me weak

Caged,
It’s the only way
Caged,
With so much to say,
Rage,
Is to feel this hate
Caged,
Is my hopeless fate

Anger,
Like a storm in waiting
I’m screaming
For someone to hear
Fell on,
Deaf ears and blind eyes
But again,
It’ll burst instead.​

Prop Me Up

Prop me up,
Hold me high for all to see
Help me out when I’m in need
Don’t let me down

You make my life worth living
You ease the horror in this breathing
Your smile makes me think I’m alright,
But I’m not fine

You put the photos on my wall,
The one I keep inside my head
And now they just won’t fade away
After all this time

So prop me up,
Make me smile when I am bleeding
Don’t go away till I have healed, and
Don’t let me down​

The Shadow People

The shadow people,
Shadowed hope
The hooded figures in my home

Why have you come?
Why have you made me come undone?

The shadow people
A ghostly demon in my eyes

Why have you come?
My misery is all your fun

It lives in me
Some things I’m not supposed to see

Standing in the shade
Where everything seems gray
I’m feeling dread
Cuz somehow this ain’t dead just yet

A tragedy,
You made me cry out all these years

A lonely lady
An old and burnt out lady
Your fragile bones
Comfort me through the cold

The shadow people,
Shadowy homes
Our past makes our future undone

Why have you come?
Just tell me why you’ve come…​

next one is just a rambling... not really a song just a section of what could've been one but I guess the inspiration didn't last long enough

Now that you’re gone I don’t know what to say
Everyone’s left but the loneliness stays
She’s my partner when you’re gone
And you’ve been gone forever
So many stories I forgot to say
So many dreams I forgot to share
Because I knew deep down in my heart,
You wouldn’t have cared!​

I See You Everyday

I see you everywhere,
All the time
When I look in the mirror
I see your face behind mine
It tells me that you’re fine
But I’m not alright
And I don’t want you now,
I know our story’s gone
It was a shame to wait
No one can fight their fate

You left me here alone
I’m still here like a stone
I see you everyday
You never go away

And everyday you seem
More like what you had been
While I’m still in this hole
The memories unfold
A snapshot of your face
Cold as morning rain

As I look in your face
From far away today
It’s not the warmest place
Not like it used to be
As I look in your eyes,
You lost your will to fight
And I will not be friends
But I’ll see you again

And in my head and heart
I’m broken up apart
And in my soul and faith
There’s nothing but the pain

I see you everyday,
I see you everywhere.​