Im not sure exactly what im feeling right now. I keep wondering if I suffer from depression, but i feel like im in denial about it. I feel like nothing excites me anymore, I feel like im always alone, I try and think about the piont of life and cannot think of anything, it all seams so meaningless.
My mental status is suffering because nothing is going my way. Its been 3 years and im basically in the same position as I was when i finished school. the thought of another 12 months passing and il still be without a stable job, living with my parents and have no close friends is overwhelming.
I just feel so..... ordinary. my social life for the past few months has been with my brother and his gf, where I'm always the **** third wheel, and i get tired of it.
I dont even care about a relationship, I just want close friends and a stable job. And would love to just get out of the small town I've spent 18/20 years of my life. Just want to be apart of life, To have new experiences, make new friends, be able to support myself, is that too much to ask? Why am I the only one that seams to be stuck, everyone else I used to know has moved on and started there life, its just soooo frustrating.
My mental status is suffering because nothing is going my way. Its been 3 years and im basically in the same position as I was when i finished school. the thought of another 12 months passing and il still be without a stable job, living with my parents and have no close friends is overwhelming.
I just feel so..... ordinary. my social life for the past few months has been with my brother and his gf, where I'm always the **** third wheel, and i get tired of it.
I dont even care about a relationship, I just want close friends and a stable job. And would love to just get out of the small town I've spent 18/20 years of my life. Just want to be apart of life, To have new experiences, make new friends, be able to support myself, is that too much to ask? Why am I the only one that seams to be stuck, everyone else I used to know has moved on and started there life, its just soooo frustrating.