hawk9007
Well-known member
there is this girl at work that i like, she told me she liked me too but the problem is she has a boyfriend, today i told her that i wasnt going to hit on her, flirt, or speak to her the way i did before because she had told me it was confusing her because and i quote "your sweet and say nice things and make me smile, but i have a boyfriend, this is all so confusing" i had to stop it all it was too much she was confused and i didnt want her to be forced to choose which is what would have happened eventually you know. i just dont know, i dont want to stop, i cant explain it, she liked me, someone actually liked me, and i just dont know if the choice i made was right and i believe that i made the right choice by backing off but still i dont know like what about me, i know it seems selfish but what about me, i wanna be loved i dont want to be alone anymore, this is all so hard usually when i get bummed about something i smoke and thats that, this time i couldnt stop crying, eve with a cig in my mouth lol. so whay do you guys think. did i make the right choice or am i a idiot?