Tentative hello and introduction.

[Refractor 1-6]

One lonely and somewhat lost soul reporting in from California, USA. I'm 16, Asian male. Well 17 in 2 weeks or so, so more like 16.9-something. XD

Just found these forums today and thought, what the hell, I'll give it a shot. Let's see what happens.

Long story short, over the last 4 years, I'd been thrown into a whirlpool of depression, pain, and emptiness that I didn't ask for and at times had me contemplating suicide. It's calmed down somewhat, but I still feel a kind of hollowness within myself, like a missing puzzle piece or something.

So here's to a hopefully better future (even though I'm generally a realist/pessimist) and see you guys around the forums.

I have a tendency to reply to everything, so if you feel like contacting me, shoot.

Regards,
Refractor

 

[Garbageman]

Hello Refractor,
Welcome, hope you are able to continue on a path of improvement. Glad your here.

 

[Locke]

Hey Refractor, I'm sorry to hear that you've been going through that. Welcome to the forum.

 

[ladyforsaken]

Hey Refractor, welcome to the forum. I also have the tendency to reply to everything.

 

[lonelyfairy]

Hello and welcome to the forum! I'm sorry to hear about your depression.

 

[Refractor 1-6]

Thanks, guys.

 

[onlysoul]

Welcome,

I have some tips for you:

If you wathing porn stop it ! (more on www.yourbrainonporn.com)
dont masturbate ! try to endure 7 days ! ( more energy ! seriously, this help me a lot ).

 

[MTrip]

Greets & obfuscations, Refractor. Welcome to ALonelyLife. You don't have to be crazy to be a member here, but it helps.

 

[likeaspacemonkey]

Well, when I was 16 I had a very high period of my life, was extremely positive and happy. The next year on it went downhill. We'll talk honeysuckle. See ya'round the forums. Femdom. Yes, yes. No I'm not into it, some guy just was just saying something about it, and I threw in my 2 cents. Just saying.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Hi, and welcome.

 

[Punisher]

Hi Refractor

 

[GraceBlossom]

Hi there and welcome

 

[9006]

Welcome to the forum.

 

[WallflowerGirl83]

Welcome to the forum. =)

 

[Beckett]

Contemplating the S word has been part of my life too since i was around your age, so i understand you specially in that part.

So welcome to the forum! i hope this place helps u a bit or a lot.