Lbroughton1
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My name is Logan Broughton. I have self esteem issues. I feel like I should be one of those kids who no body talks to or pays any attention to. My whole childhood with my ex step mom was terrible. She beat me a lot. Ever since I could remember I got beat on a regular basis. She called me stupid, worthless, and many other belittling insults. To this day those words run through my head, but not in her voice, instead, I hear my self saying it. Saying it about myself. Every little thing I do wrong I feel bad for and call myself what she called me. Because she made it seem so true. She beat me and told me if I said anything or talked about it, I wouldn't like what she was gonna do. So as a nieve 6 year old, I didn't say anything. I thought I'd get in trouble. To this day, i have trouble speaking about my problems, to any one. I'm trying to fix myself though, and I think it's kind of working. It's so hard to think that what she told me wasn't true because its all I know. That's what she taught me about myself, that I'm stupid and worthless. I have friends, and I'm in the normal social cliche. Honestly, my looks saved me. I'm not what girls would call "ugly". And I'm thankful that I have that for myself. I just needed to get this all out, it's to hard right now to tell my dad. But if anyone is experiencing anything like this, stay strong. Your not stupid, and your not worthless. You are amazing, everyone is.