Sometimes
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I don't know why, but I can actually feel the weight of other people's expectations. Does anyone else have the sense that other people's expectations have a physical heavy presence, weighing you down?
Sometimes it's like moving through a vat of heavy oil. Sometimes I just feel so pinned down. Other people's can't do, won't do, why do, on top of me. In order to be myself, which is so way different from everyone else around me, I have to keep a distance between myself and all that weight.
Sometimes I let it get to me. Then I get depressed. Sometimes I be just me like I am, and I get afraid because I'm alone, in order to be just me.
Sometimes it's like moving through a vat of heavy oil. Sometimes I just feel so pinned down. Other people's can't do, won't do, why do, on top of me. In order to be myself, which is so way different from everyone else around me, I have to keep a distance between myself and all that weight.
Sometimes I let it get to me. Then I get depressed. Sometimes I be just me like I am, and I get afraid because I'm alone, in order to be just me.