dn560
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hey guys i ve reached to a point that ive given up. im not happy, im drowning in my own sorrows im depressed out of my fucken mind. i give up on my thyroid condition i shaved my head im practically bald, ppl make fun of me, since the thyroid condition im brain dead i cant study no more, im tired of disappointing my parents hell im tired of disappointing myself. no doctor is able to help me my heart palpitates throught the day it feels like im dying drs say im fine, i lost all my hair but they say im fine, im depressed but they say im fine all the problems medically i tell them but they say im fine. well im tired and fed up im just gonna lay back and accept defeat what can i do? i tired everything to get well but nothing works. friends saw the change in my appears and walked out my life, its christmas i have no one to hang out in the mall with im stuck at home like the little loser i am. no friends, no life, no hair, no education, no nothing. i just wanna say thanks to everyone that tried to get through to me but im just really sad and angry i give up. i been patient for a very long time absolutely nothing has changed all i did was eat pills and felt even worse there is no way out for me now i got kicked out of college for poor grades, i cant get a job cuz i get sick real easily and well the hell am i supposed to do. im gonna be 21 soon my parents have to babysit me all the time im ******* helpless i hate being a burden cuz its taking a told on them as well, its not easy to watch your mom cry, fresia if i cud change something i would but my body just wont work with me. so what do i do now? sometimes i think about suicide but just never had the balls to do it. also i just want to say thanks to those who tried to help me. im tired of typing the same messed up story but my life has burnt down into the ground.