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Just venting really; because there isn't anyone else that can help me.
I have a decent job (and I'm ungrateful since I don't enjoy it...especially with the high unemployment rates), various hobbies, a few friends now and so on. I've always been working and working towards improvement and also do my hardest to find things to look forward to and get excited about.
Honestly, I'd love to just run away from my financial commitments (no need for advice...no one can help me and I'm trapped for the next 3 years) and travel...do fun stuff 24/7 just for a bit.
I'm young and I feel burnt out since all I've done straight out of highschool is work and work in jobs that I don't enjoy.
The thing is, there isn't really a job I can think of that I can enjoy. I've gone to career fairs, looked at school programs etc...and there isn't really anything that ignites passion in me. I think to some extent; a lot of people just go to work to work. Not everyone wakes up thrilled to go to work.
I wish I had that. :/
Well, I have it good...honestly, there are plenty of people far worse than me. I could detail my problems, but what's the point? Not going to help. I dread going to work everyday and job opportunities here are scarce. I can't afford not working.
Another thing is, I just feel a void in my life and I'm not sure what it is. I keep trying to find a way to stay excited for the next day - even the small things - but to some point, I feel empty and I don't know why.
I have a decent job (and I'm ungrateful since I don't enjoy it...especially with the high unemployment rates), various hobbies, a few friends now and so on. I've always been working and working towards improvement and also do my hardest to find things to look forward to and get excited about.
Honestly, I'd love to just run away from my financial commitments (no need for advice...no one can help me and I'm trapped for the next 3 years) and travel...do fun stuff 24/7 just for a bit.
I'm young and I feel burnt out since all I've done straight out of highschool is work and work in jobs that I don't enjoy.
The thing is, there isn't really a job I can think of that I can enjoy. I've gone to career fairs, looked at school programs etc...and there isn't really anything that ignites passion in me. I think to some extent; a lot of people just go to work to work. Not everyone wakes up thrilled to go to work.
I wish I had that. :/
Well, I have it good...honestly, there are plenty of people far worse than me. I could detail my problems, but what's the point? Not going to help. I dread going to work everyday and job opportunities here are scarce. I can't afford not working.
Another thing is, I just feel a void in my life and I'm not sure what it is. I keep trying to find a way to stay excited for the next day - even the small things - but to some point, I feel empty and I don't know why.