I recently moved back home for financial reasons from my university dorms.
I'm realizing my time spent there was kind of in vain. My mom,and aunt still have a tendency to be antagonsts;they tear me down,so completely and try to build me back up by buying things for me,or offering food as an olive branch...both of which are detrimental. I can't be bought off. I've never had any emotional support from them,ever.
I'm not close to either my aunt or mom,and both relationships with them...for years has poisoned me completely.
Now,I'm trying to save myself(mentally and physically) so I can get out of,or at least be independant and distance myself from my triggers,essentially.
I'm realizing my time spent there was kind of in vain. My mom,and aunt still have a tendency to be antagonsts;they tear me down,so completely and try to build me back up by buying things for me,or offering food as an olive branch...both of which are detrimental. I can't be bought off. I've never had any emotional support from them,ever.
I'm not close to either my aunt or mom,and both relationships with them...for years has poisoned me completely.
Now,I'm trying to save myself(mentally and physically) so I can get out of,or at least be independant and distance myself from my triggers,essentially.