zwan
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I know this isn't the right forum or category to post this on. But I think if I do not type what happened out in detail I will go crazy.
2 days ago me my brother and father drove on a highway. In front of us a car tried to overtake a car and there was a head on head crash. Luckily we kept our distance beforehand and we stopped. Me and my father ran to the one car to see that we could help. There was a father that I could see another adult I'm not certain if it was male or female. A kid that I clearly saw and my father said another kid as well. As we came to the car it started to burn of the petrol that leaked out of there car. I tried to open the drivers door. It couldn't open. By this time the flames were quite high. I opened the back door and couldn't see anything but as I did this the flames started bellowing inside. Scared at this point for my and my fathers life I pulled him away and tried to get a fire extinguisher from anyone who also was there. As I got one there car was entirely in flames. My father was at this point just crying and saying we should leave seeing as the ambulance and police arrived at this point. We drove away. Oh and I should say either the people in the car was either unconcerned or dead.
Well I'm clearly suffering from trauma at this point. I can't sleep. I'm struggling to cope with friends. I took one day off work. Don't know if I should take more. The dude in the other car was hurt badly but he should have lived he was concious.
Thoughts running through my head.
I should have gone through the flames to try and save one of the kids.
If there is a god he is one of the most wrath full dicks out there.
I can't get the one kids face out of my head.
The smell of burning flesh and petrol still lingers with me.
I am crying a lot over the kids death.
I feel the most tremendous guilt for not being able to do more.
So many poeple just stared and did nothing I lost a lot of respect for humanity that day.
I saw a family burn to death.
Well I should go for counseling for this. Ill try and see given the time if I can do it. Is there any other help full advice or anything how I can work through this?
2 days ago me my brother and father drove on a highway. In front of us a car tried to overtake a car and there was a head on head crash. Luckily we kept our distance beforehand and we stopped. Me and my father ran to the one car to see that we could help. There was a father that I could see another adult I'm not certain if it was male or female. A kid that I clearly saw and my father said another kid as well. As we came to the car it started to burn of the petrol that leaked out of there car. I tried to open the drivers door. It couldn't open. By this time the flames were quite high. I opened the back door and couldn't see anything but as I did this the flames started bellowing inside. Scared at this point for my and my fathers life I pulled him away and tried to get a fire extinguisher from anyone who also was there. As I got one there car was entirely in flames. My father was at this point just crying and saying we should leave seeing as the ambulance and police arrived at this point. We drove away. Oh and I should say either the people in the car was either unconcerned or dead.
Well I'm clearly suffering from trauma at this point. I can't sleep. I'm struggling to cope with friends. I took one day off work. Don't know if I should take more. The dude in the other car was hurt badly but he should have lived he was concious.
Thoughts running through my head.
I should have gone through the flames to try and save one of the kids.
If there is a god he is one of the most wrath full dicks out there.
I can't get the one kids face out of my head.
The smell of burning flesh and petrol still lingers with me.
I am crying a lot over the kids death.
I feel the most tremendous guilt for not being able to do more.
So many poeple just stared and did nothing I lost a lot of respect for humanity that day.
I saw a family burn to death.
Well I should go for counseling for this. Ill try and see given the time if I can do it. Is there any other help full advice or anything how I can work through this?