Pretty much what it says. I've made countless efforts over the last 2 years to better myself as a person socially and meet people. I pursued my dream (did Youtubing/streaming for a while) in order to do that and not only have I failed in that dream, but it's left me even more alone than ever. I don't have a person I can really call on to talk to at anytime anymore. I've given up the belief that there is any girl for me. And I'm going back to my old profession which pretty much means goodbye social life.
I feel like the worst person in the world right now. I don't deserve to exist is how I'm feeling because of it all.
I feel like the worst person in the world right now. I don't deserve to exist is how I'm feeling because of it all.