So a month ago before the school semester ended i was on a bus packed with other college student. But through everyone there was this one girl that caught my attention, and we made eye contact for a while, then she got off the bus and even then we just sorta stared at each other till we could no longer see each other.
I've saw actually her a couple more times waiting for the bus after this class that ended around the same time as mine, but she was always with another friends and also in front of this huge crowd of other students waiting to get on the bus. So i couldn't even get to her.
Then one day she sat right in front of me on the bus, and i'm like heres my chance go for it..and you no what happened next...........i wussed out. Yup, haha my one perfect chance (i don't see her every morning nevertheless get on the same bus. But i wimped out. I just felt so tired that morning and was also not too confident with the way i looked. She made eye contact with me when we getting off the bus, but instead i looked on the ground. WTH right? I'm just thinking to myself what a loser. I mean it's not always that hard, but this time i was just so nervous.
Even though i didn't talk to her i listen as she talked to her friend. She seemed so down to earth, nice and funny. And i thought wow she's perfect. Her voice was so soft yet inviting and she looked beautiful.
I've seen her once more time on the bus a week later and of course we held eye contact for a while but she got of like the next stop and i was like uuhh nvm she's gone.
Well i'm back too school for a new semester, and i've yet to see her. It's not like i constantly think about her, but when i do, i'm like "wow i can't believe i missed my chance" she seemed so perfect. An it seems like no one else compares to her.
Well not no one i have a few friends i like and also feel like that but they all have boyfriends, whose all been going with each other for years, and they're the couples who seem like they'd never break up. So i sorta gave up hope on them still friends though. It just seemed like for this girl whose single, and i also really like, sorta gave me some hope again. But i haven't see her since. Campus is big, or maybe we just so happen to miss each other when we're in a crowd.
I know what some of you are thinking, it like i've never even talked to her, which is true. But i'm pretty optimistic about people. I always look at the best of people and when there are flaws i look past them. and also just hearing her talk about some things with her friends made her seem really cool and nice.
Why am i thinking so much about this? Just when i'm bored and lonely it come ups. and i just haven't felt like that toward anyone recently, and it felt good. it felt good to wake up in the morning and think maybe i'll catch a glimpse of her or catch her smile. It just made my day. You know gave some reason to improve myself, exercise, do better, work up my confidence so one day i could actually talk to her.
It sounds stupid haha but thats what it is.
I've saw actually her a couple more times waiting for the bus after this class that ended around the same time as mine, but she was always with another friends and also in front of this huge crowd of other students waiting to get on the bus. So i couldn't even get to her.
Then one day she sat right in front of me on the bus, and i'm like heres my chance go for it..and you no what happened next...........i wussed out. Yup, haha my one perfect chance (i don't see her every morning nevertheless get on the same bus. But i wimped out. I just felt so tired that morning and was also not too confident with the way i looked. She made eye contact with me when we getting off the bus, but instead i looked on the ground. WTH right? I'm just thinking to myself what a loser. I mean it's not always that hard, but this time i was just so nervous.
Even though i didn't talk to her i listen as she talked to her friend. She seemed so down to earth, nice and funny. And i thought wow she's perfect. Her voice was so soft yet inviting and she looked beautiful.
I've seen her once more time on the bus a week later and of course we held eye contact for a while but she got of like the next stop and i was like uuhh nvm she's gone.
Well i'm back too school for a new semester, and i've yet to see her. It's not like i constantly think about her, but when i do, i'm like "wow i can't believe i missed my chance" she seemed so perfect. An it seems like no one else compares to her.
Well not no one i have a few friends i like and also feel like that but they all have boyfriends, whose all been going with each other for years, and they're the couples who seem like they'd never break up. So i sorta gave up hope on them still friends though. It just seemed like for this girl whose single, and i also really like, sorta gave me some hope again. But i haven't see her since. Campus is big, or maybe we just so happen to miss each other when we're in a crowd.
I know what some of you are thinking, it like i've never even talked to her, which is true. But i'm pretty optimistic about people. I always look at the best of people and when there are flaws i look past them. and also just hearing her talk about some things with her friends made her seem really cool and nice.
Why am i thinking so much about this? Just when i'm bored and lonely it come ups. and i just haven't felt like that toward anyone recently, and it felt good. it felt good to wake up in the morning and think maybe i'll catch a glimpse of her or catch her smile. It just made my day. You know gave some reason to improve myself, exercise, do better, work up my confidence so one day i could actually talk to her.
It sounds stupid haha but thats what it is.