Useless Recluse.

[TodaysNobody]

Hi everyone.

I have been lurking in the forum for a day or so, and decided to join.

My motivation? A recent break-up with a boyfriend of 4 1/2 years (hes a cheater and a farking pos), and the realization that my life is beyond worthless.
But not because of a silly break-up.
I'm 23, a recovering alcoholic with 15 months sober, stopped cutting two years ago. I have two jobs, but haven't worked a day in nearly 3 weeks. I live with my dad, my sister's dog and two cats. I haven't had a place of my own in three years, at first as a result of my drinking, and now because my employment is so irregular.

I am a worthless recluse who has never been able to do anything right.

Rant aside, its great to see that there are other people who understand what this is like.

 

[Pheenix]

Not doing anything right?
You've broken two of the harshest addictions and are juggling two jobs.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Hey there, and welcome to the forum.

 

[Cerberus]

15 months sobriety is a phenomenal achievement, congratulations.

 

[condemnedsoul666]

Useless? Being useless is the same as factoring hectopascals, an impossibility.
Anyway, Hello

 

[nerdygirl]

It certainly sounds like you've been doing some stuff right! Sobering up, stopping the self-mutilation, ending a relationship with somebody who has been cheating... give yourself more credit!

 

[Poguesy]

G'day

 

[PurpleHippo]

i was about to say you should be very proud of not drinking and stopping cutting, your better off without him