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AmytheTemperamental
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I realize that this post may make me sound creepy. Or make me sound like I cannot let go. For the most part, I have never known how to completely let go. But I have found a certain level of happiness from afar, that I cannot really describe.
Several years ago, I had a "relationship" with someone that I met through a text message chat site. We never met. And we had a falling out. I made a lot of shitty decisions. So when he finally decided to never message me again, I accepted that I was a terrible person. But I genuinely wanted the best for him.
I could never really reach out to him. I know that it's not my place. But once a year (after his birthday), I check out his social media and read the birthday wishes. Last year, I learned that he was engaged. And this year I learned that he has a complete family. It's something he really wanted. And I am happy that he has that now.
I feel an ounce of sadness because I would like to tell him how happy I am for him. But I will keep it to myself
Several years ago, I had a "relationship" with someone that I met through a text message chat site. We never met. And we had a falling out. I made a lot of shitty decisions. So when he finally decided to never message me again, I accepted that I was a terrible person. But I genuinely wanted the best for him.
I could never really reach out to him. I know that it's not my place. But once a year (after his birthday), I check out his social media and read the birthday wishes. Last year, I learned that he was engaged. And this year I learned that he has a complete family. It's something he really wanted. And I am happy that he has that now.
I feel an ounce of sadness because I would like to tell him how happy I am for him. But I will keep it to myself