What are you thinking right now?

[Peaches]

If I ever manage to find a house, I doubt I will be alive to enjoy it, this search is nerve wrecking

 

[Skid Row 89]

I feel like I need to take a risk instead of staying in this job that I just don't like

 

[DVEUS]

pretty much nothing...really don't know why i'm here honestly...it's depressing...

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

pretty much nothing...really don't know why i'm here honestly...it's depressing...

Want to talk about it?

 

[Rainbows]

Friday!
Yes! Finally!
I've only got 2 blogposts, 3 reviews and 5K words to write today and I have ... no time!

 

[Peaches]

maybe the universe is forcing me to be alone in this completely soundproof house so that I can write amazing songs

 

[ladyforsaken]

First week is over. I like my new job, I like my colleagues, I like my boss and the head. What such nice people to work with, it's a total turnaround from my previous job. It's too good to be true.

When I got this new job and tried a day of it, I was thinking to myself I really do like it. But I was so afraid to be too happy about this new awesome thing that's happening to me because in my experience, when I do that, something will take that away from me. So I was a little reluctant to be too happy or excited... which is why I haven't really gone "hooray hooray" all over when I got this job.

So on my 3rd day at work, was when I got the news about my friend, whom I've lost to cancer.

I mean I didn't really think of it, but now I see it. That's it. That's something bad that happens after I get something really good. Losing my friend.

Something bad is just bound to happen each time something good happens to me. Kinda makes me not want anything good to happen just so I won't have to go through the bad things. It's just really painful. I feel it so much inside, but I can't really be that way outside the whole time now can I? I'd be such a spoiler to everyone's moods.

I hope you know how sorry I am. Every time I think of you, I just feel like bursting out crying. I didn't make it a point to see you, and now I never will. Life is so unfair. May your soul rest in peace. I'm so sorry, my friend.

Thanks. I just would hope that I can find just one internship out there that leads to a real job and gives me a real reference and experience that I could actually use to get myself somewhere, that isn't hung up on my lack of references or a work history. I don't really have any of either.

But I truly do feel I'm competent enough for most things which don't take a specialist background. I just need someone to give me a real opportunity to show that I can do it.

You just have to keep sending out applications and be as confident as you can. I don't know - I personally feel that positive thinking does help in some way. So don't give up, okay? Keep trying. I'm rooting for you to find something good. Good luck!

pretty much nothing...really don't know why i'm here honestly...it's depressing...

DVEY *hugs* feel better soon.

 

[Triple Bogey]

typical day at work.

One young lass said she loves working with because I am so chatty. She also told me this other young lass likes me because of my dry sense of humour.
Rode home with this other lass. She asked me if I wanted to, chatted with her as we rode thru this park. Talked to this older woman and we got in the subject of condoms. I said I hadn't ever bought any. She just laughed.

So normal day !

 

[Rainbows]

And here we go again, on the road of being ill.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

And here we go again, on the road of being ill.

Oh dear. Hope you get better soon.

 

[Minty]

I'm thinking that I wish Dr G would hurry up and tell me what the person died of as I need to stop watching TV and get on with cooking my dinner!

 

[edgecrusher]

Well... this is interesting.

 

[user 115627]

Sometimes I accept my fate too quickly, I think. But I've reached a point where I don't want to complain about another blow to my health anymore - whining is incredibly exhausting. And I'm tired enough as it is. So this time it's massive vitamine D deficiency. And the next time it's just going to be something else...

So be it. I'll just keep going. Like I always do. Push forward as long as I can. What else is there to do anyway?

My 500th post...wish I had something better to say than that.

 

[EveWasFramed]

Sometimes I accept my fate too quickly, I think. But I've reached a point where I don't want to complain about another blow to my health anymore - whining is incredibly exhausting. And I'm tired enough as it is. So this time it's massive vitamine D deficiency. And the next time it's just going to be something else...

So be it. I'll just keep going. Like I always do. Push forward as long as I can. What else is there to do anyway?

My 500th post...wish I had something better to say than that.

Are you taking something for the deficiency? Over the counter supplements usually aren't strong enough. Did you know that the deficiency affects your mental well-being? If you can't go see a doc for the prescription Vitamin D, take the over the counter stuff and get in the sun more.

 

[SophiaGrace]

Sometimes I accept my fate too quickly, I think. But I've reached a point where I don't want to complain about another blow to my health anymore - whining is incredibly exhausting. And I'm tired enough as it is. So this time it's massive vitamine D deficiency. And the next time it's just going to be something else...

So be it. I'll just keep going. Like I always do. Push forward as long as I can. What else is there to do anyway?

My 500th post...wish I had something better to say than that.

Are you taking something for the deficiency? Over the counter supplements usually aren't strong enough. Did you know that the deficiency affects your mental well-being? If you can't go see a doc for the prescription Vitamin D, take the over the counter stuff and get in the sun more.

Yeah, or buy a sun lamp.

 

[VanillaCreme]

Sitting out in the sun in this cool weather seems like a wonderful idea.


What I'm thinking now though, is that I'd like at least one day where I don't have to be around miserable attitudes. How did you get through life just absolutely hating it?

 

[Peaches]

no, no, no, I am so spaced out that I have no idea of when I put the hair color on and when I am supposed to wash it off

 

[Outcast]

Lots of fake people in the world.

Your feelings are not genuine, so don't pretend that they are...

 

[Rainbows]

Going in two weeks to find out if I really need a transplant this time, lol.

I can't believe this, though. I seriously can't. With everything that's going on right now, I feel like all of my friends are slowly dropping me and leaving me. I'm kinda done with people. I haven't been this upset in a long while.

 

[Mr Seal The Albatros]

Going in two weeks to find out if I really need a transplant this time, lol.

I can't believe this, though. I seriously can't. With everything that's going on right now, I feel like all of my friends are slowly dropping me and leaving me. I'm kinda done with people. I haven't been this upset in a long while.

*Hugs*