SighX99
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what the fcuk is wrong with me? am I ugly? am I boring? do I lack proper social skills? why can other guys make girlfriends so easily?
maybe its the holidays but ive been feeling extremely extremely lonely. i need a relationship... bad. im so desparate that i cant act not desparate anymore... every second im thinking how i messed up on bunch of girls i wouldve had something with... i dont know. whenever im conversing with a girl my mind seems to stop thinking and stop talking... but when im with my guy friends i always have something interesting to talk about. what the fresia??
at my school i see guys making friends with girls all the time in my classes. i feel like such an outsider... even a kinda nerdy kid ended up talking to a super hot chick for a long time.... i barely talk to people in general.... but for some odd fuckin reason i cant make friends with them at all.
the worst is i dont know whats wrong. what i can do to improve. i just cant make friends, female friends especially....
i really dont have any friends anymore. let alone making girlfriends....
ive been crying for a few nights now since the new years... always so alone, so alone. i dont have any chances to talk to girls....
things are so bad... i cant even make steady friends on the internet... no one gives a fresia about me anywhere. im sick of being a shadow.......*crying.
at least writing this makes me feel a tad bit better.
maybe its the holidays but ive been feeling extremely extremely lonely. i need a relationship... bad. im so desparate that i cant act not desparate anymore... every second im thinking how i messed up on bunch of girls i wouldve had something with... i dont know. whenever im conversing with a girl my mind seems to stop thinking and stop talking... but when im with my guy friends i always have something interesting to talk about. what the fresia??
at my school i see guys making friends with girls all the time in my classes. i feel like such an outsider... even a kinda nerdy kid ended up talking to a super hot chick for a long time.... i barely talk to people in general.... but for some odd fuckin reason i cant make friends with them at all.
the worst is i dont know whats wrong. what i can do to improve. i just cant make friends, female friends especially....
i really dont have any friends anymore. let alone making girlfriends....
ive been crying for a few nights now since the new years... always so alone, so alone. i dont have any chances to talk to girls....
things are so bad... i cant even make steady friends on the internet... no one gives a fresia about me anywhere. im sick of being a shadow.......*crying.
at least writing this makes me feel a tad bit better.