What's behind your door?

[Crumbdog]

I'm starting to believe what my mom told me: " There are more 'sickos' in the world than there are 'normal' people". I used to have a lot of faith in people, but everytime I get to know someone, I find out some weird/sick secret that just ruins that person for me. here's mine: I smoke a whole honeysuckle load of pot, and no one knows. I have a pretigious job, great pay, and many people look up to me at my job. that's my big secret! not so bad, now it's your turn. someone.....anyone help me believe that everyone around me is not a crazy, creepy, weirdo-fresia!

 

[Krossknife]

Hmm. Im not sure if this is wierd more like a secret phobia I guess? But no matter what I do any piece of electronics or mechanical devices that I buy or own. I am afraid constantly to a pretty serious point that any one of those items could break on me at any second to the point where I clean them and try and never use them just to ensure that they might last aniother day....Even now Im thinking about my comp and the fact that it has been on a couple of hours and is about to explode from over heating lol.

 

[Loki]

Whats my dirty lil secret? I got two. First, I am a porn addict. Second, I am obsessed with American Idol. Which is worse?

 

[Elaeagnus]

My secret: I read massive quantities of fanfiction.

 

[BrokenDreams]

Well, I have a really random and odd obsession with going to the park on my street and swinging on the swing while listening to my ipod when I feel really lonely. I also eat too much candy and junk food, which isn't good since it makes me go crazy and hyper sometimes.

 

[lonelygirl]

I already told you my secret, which is that I am very fat. Okay since you know that already for the most part, I can say another secret....

I used to shoplift a lot!

 

[kaviii]

Im selfish person and sometimes i make up things to make my life look interesting to people, i have hardly any friends and is afraid someone finds out i basically spend my life on the computer.

 

[Waa?!]

Im selfish person and sometimes i make up things to make my life look interesting to people, i have hardly any friends and is afraid someone finds out i basically spend my life on the computer.

OMFG Noo.. that's me!!!
And I also keep worrying about how someone close to me will die.. like my mom dad or my sister, cuz I would never survive any of that.

And I day dream allllll the time. I actually have a talent for concocting the weirdest honeysuckle ever! And I mean that.

Well, actually i take pride in that last one

 

[Guest]

hmmm, something no one in the world knows about me.......lets see.....I shave my upper lip every morning, silky smoth (i'm a female) I don't like wax!

 

[mike3486]

Behind my little apartments door is.......me, and my cat Gabriel. Im a computer whore. Theres Tons and Tons of video/computer games around. Sometimes i cook. I like to put the big bar up on the back door sometimes late at night so little dwarves cant get in. Theres anoying kids who run around out back. Oh and i like long walks on the beach.

 

[mimizu]

My secret is that I post on this forum... if any of my online friends found out (I have no friends irl), they would laugh at me.

 

[Guest]

My secret is that I post on this forum... if any of my online friends found out (I have no friends irl), they would laugh at me.

Haha.. I just lost 3 of my 7 friends in my msn list. And I don't know why. This guy came online and asked me to just delete him and 2 of his friends from my list, and I asked why??! He said, forget it, just do it. And then he was like thanks and goodbye.

Soo what's behind my door today?
A whole lot of emptiness and loneliness and sadness and maybe even some embarrassment. And definitely a lot of confusion.

 

[sweetviki]

my secret: I used to have cyber sex for fun with random guys when I was really lonely and thought I will never have a bf . I'm so ashamed of that past this is the first time I said it.

 

[Mechanical]

Yeah... I'm a sick, weirdo fresia. Lol. I have very bad sexual tastes (not gross ones, just... very sadistic). I hate myself for it. I'm also addicted to porn (^_^; ) I guess I'm normal because I'm sick if you listen to that quote Really, I think truly twisted people are the minority. I may be sadistic but I have too much empathy to hurt someone against their will. But I'm quiet and polite so most people wouldn't expect my fetishes. Be careful of the quiet ones, they're the worst!

 

[gitad]

tonight is bad for me.
i miss myself
where am i

 

[lonely2beeme]

Yeah... I'm a sick, weirdo fresia. Lol. I have very bad sexual tastes (not gross ones, just... very sadistic). I hate myself for it. I'm also addicted to porn (^_^; ) I guess I'm normal because I'm sick if you listen to that quote Really, I think truly twisted people are the minority. I may be sadistic but I have too much empathy to hurt someone against their will. But I'm quiet and polite so most people wouldn't expect my fetishes. Be careful of the quiet ones, they're the worst!

i was raped badly once long ago when i first started working by a co worker........
i never told anyone, i blamed myself, i quit my job.i found out too that even tho i didnt enjoy the rape at all ,to get over it i couldnt seem to have normal sex at all.which made me feel like i was really messed up ! i couldnt just be happy makeing love around that time, i really wanted some brutal stuff done ,but fortunately for me the guy i loved worked through it with me careful to stay safe. i became very interested in S&M and bondage for a very short while.(6 monthes)
anyway it is not the same probably but i found that when i stopped being ashamed of being raped ,stopped being ashamed of being interested in rough sex and S&M ,i also stopped haveing the interest all together ,my sexual tastes returned mainstream and it doesnt bother me now not even the incident ,i just look back on it as a very bad couple of decisions that put me in a bad place .
had i been ashamed or hid the interests sexually i think it may have reinforced the behavior and always haunted me.now the only left over baggage i have from the rape is that i have nightmares of it ,i cry in my dreams ,surpressed it there so i have lots of nightmares,but as for sexualy shameful acts no that has all faded away ,not even much of memories except the guy i was with was very good at fixing it all. now i just long to be made love to by someone who loves me.

 

[gibo]

i went through a crazy sex life.. like sex with multiple partners every week. orgies. threesomes. public sex.

i did enjoy it. but after awhile... i just feel empty. like theres a hole i cant seem to fill up.

 

[duncry]

i really duno why is there life on this earth and wat's the purpose... i figured out that..god create this ******* world just to see human suffer...and we are all wating for amagedon. there is really no purpose in life..i mean what 's really to do?

 

[No Name]

I have many strange masochistic fantasies. I've tried on female garments (I'm a guy).