Osiris said:
Lol that bit about child support made me laugh, to be honest I'd love to be waking up forgetting what I did the night before. But my brain loves to give me flashbacks the next day and I'll be sitting there calmly trying not to be sick then thinking "Oh f*ck I didn't say that to her did I?". Great advice, but the problem is I don't trust anyone. I trust random people more than some of my closest family. I'm actually thinking of going out and getting messed up now! I might have a shot for ever comment on this thread (Joke)
HA! Well it sure as fresia ain't making ME laugh! ;-)
But you know, point is, be careful. Nothing wrong with letting off steam, even forgetting a lil bit by getting drunk. But make it a habit and it can really destroy you. When I was 16, I went off what can only be describe as a path to alcoholism. I literally do not remember 2 months of my life, although the concussions sure didn't help either lol. I tell you man, flashbacks might be funny now, but it's when they don't come that you start getting scared. Abusing anything really gets bad if prolonged.
Besides, what would Horus say? ;-)
You don't trust anyone? BARTENDER! As cliche as it sounds, one guy in particular really helped me out lol. Old as fresia, crummy old bar, at first I'd go there to hit on girls, then I'd go just to chat with the dude. Still say they're better than shrinks.
Just be careful with yourself, man. You might not think a lot of people care, but if something does happen to you, you'll find out quickly that's not the case.