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Not exactly. Summit Ridge has a very poorly organized outpatient program, they just put them with the inpatients until it's time to leave, and there are very very few outpatients. On top of that, it is ridiculously expensive.

This was a very angry post and I am very sorry for posting such frustration-fueled words.. I agree with you Sci-Fi. I am just so confused and I am so extremely impulsive.

I tried to kill myself again. Can't even do that right. Parents and everyone around me were always right about me. So what do I do now, I can't do anything anymore. I spent my birthday at Summit Ridge (mental hospital) and now I'm out again, there's nothing. I try to go out and e social I...

No. I don't even pay therapists anymore.

Sandblast my ears with more multi-syllable words, like one of your French girls.

That makes sense. I'm sure he wouldn't want me to squander anything. I'll try and keep that in mind. Thanks you two, I really appreciate the support, and to the people who messaged me. It doesn't go unnoticed, I'm just not good at the whole "responding with words" thing :P

This is a lengthy post. Sorry in advance. I've kept this inside of me for all my life. I've never talked about it with anyone until now, and it's made me feel a bit more comfortable about it all, to an extent. I don't know exactly what any of these things happening to me have caused me to think...

Livid

I feel overwhelmed (in a good way) from all of your responses. I'm very grateful to have found this place and I feel immensely better about all of this already. I'm not good at responding to groups so I will just say that I have read everyone's advice and will gladly take y'all up on chatting...

Is anyone else completely and totally alone from anyone tangible? I spend most days sitting at home on my bed thinking thoughtful thinks. And when I say thoughtful thinks I mean horrible self talk, and it makes me feel terrible. My mother booted me out of her house when I was younger, and my...

I'm young and I'm nervous but screw it, here I am anyway

I think about it daily, and tried for a 4th time very recently. Things didn't go right. I don't have the worrying thought of family and friends because my family told me to screw off and I don't have any tangible friends. These thoughts feel like getting punched in the head but I don't know how...

To the original post... Yes, definitely. I've made a nice friend on this forum, but before that and even now loneliness bites away at me. No family or friends to turn to for immediate help makes me think about why I don't have said family and friends. Guess it's just an extreme lack of...

I'm thankful for ladyforsaken showing me there are people with good hearts. Just wish I had met her earlier, maybe I wouldn't be doing this then

What's the point? I got my GED, thought I worked through my depression but I'm just as terrible as ever. Don't have the motivation to keep going