Recent content by hellostarlight

ye so like someone from this game made a joke when the game went down and was like "lol the way u dont know what to do now the games down" and im like Haha! but rly im like ono thats true i rly have no life literally im on a game all day every day and its actually so simplistic bc its about all...

So I've gotten to a point now where the lines between me wanting to get better, accepting the likelihood of me doing so is getting lower with time and not even wanting to try anymore because life has been me trying and failing since as far back as I can remember and I'm honestly just tired. I...

**I don't want to discourage anyone from getting help or trying to get better. This is just my personal experience, and I still think it's worth getting help than doing nothing. So I've actually been doing better than I have in years therapy-wise. I went from public crying, literally bolting...

not entirely sure why i'm posting this.. maybe just because i don't know who to talk to/what to say.. when i try my best my family dont believe me and say they know better even though they dont even remember how old i am let alone how im feeling, when i reach out for help i get told to get over...

Yup, first felt suicidal around 12 and decided I could manage things until I hit 16.. something happened that made my physical health problems get really bad to the point where I was slowly dying but it was then that I kind of realized how much I didn't care anymore. Instead of going to the...

When I read this I just had to reply.. this may not be what you're expecting or looking for but I kinda wanna thank you for posting this. Understanding it is a big part of moving forward imo and somehow this helped me fill in the puzzle that little bit more. I feel so much of this. As long as...

Hello.. so as are quite a few people on here I'm worried that I'll spend the rest of my life alone. I'm still a teen, I know, and I'm grateful to still have limbs and not be out in a country at war etc. but as time goes by I'm deteriorating really quickly It's to the point now where I don't...

i cut off all contact, met new people, got rid of anything to do with him and basically replaced his memory with a new person. i spent so much time on this new person that i forgot all about him. he came crawling back but i had been so occupied with the new person i genuinely couldn't care...

dreams, looking back at life and realising it's a miracle i'm still here and believing there must be a reason i survived.. also, the fact you never know what or who could be around the corner ✌♡

i can deal with various physical and mental pains at the same time without support and still do what i need to to get by in life O^^O

thankful for working ears that allow me to listen to good music :rolleyes:

finally opened up to someone :D didn't let my trust issues get in the way

talking to and getting to know better a kind, funny, cute guy who genuinely seems to care about me :) can't wait to see him again.. :P:P:P

hey guys, this is the first forum i have actually used so i didnt really think when i posted about myself and now i dont feel so safe or think it was wise to do that considering anyone can see it ^^; dont mean to make anyone pick up my mess but anyway a mod closed it for me so thats helpful.

hello, just wondering if its possible to delete your own threads or posts on other threads.