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Lost Soul
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I don't have one, of course. But if my some miracle I do get one, well, 23 years, sooner or later, they're wanna know what happened with the rest of your life.
Most girls, if they know that you had depression and didn't do much and your life sucked, they would walk out with without saying a word. If you have a like me, and even lucky enough to get a girlfriend and mange to do so, well that is awesome.
The onyl way to find someone like that, is if they have an open mind and undrstanding, maybe if they are like you. Uusally people who are loners, do not end up with most people, such as those who have a full life ahead of them, generally happy. Someone who likes to party a lot, Someone who is into a lot of activities, like sports, Olympics etc, because that don't want some nobody bringing them down, at least that's what I think.
The other day, I looked at The Chronicle Hareald and there was girls there and thought to myself. No way would any of those girls want anything to do with me.
So, To avoid a breakup, do you lie about your past and who you are, or just avoid it. It would probably better to lie, if you are good at covering it up. Me, I could probably be a good lier, because how would it show. I would they find out I was a no one, as long as I don't say I'm popular and have a lot of friends, because soon er or later, they will want to meet these people and you will have to keep coming up with excuses. When I find someone to have a conversation with, there is really nothing to talk about, because I'm a failure at so many things, especially at communication skills. I rarely do well in a conversation, and I don't say much, to avoid saying the wrong thing, which happens quite often.
I don't like to lie, and I don't do it often. I don't want to be too open, but no too closed either. I can't be happy and say how my summer was with my friends, or my friends or doing this or that later on, because I don't have any.
Have you ever gotten away with covering up your past/life, keeping it a secret? It's so hard to find someone who is excepting. So easy to scare people off, and I try so hard. When I have a conversation, it's liek walking through a mine field that is rigged with mines, anything you say could set them off. The girl who I talk to on Facebook. I rarely have a conversation with her, But I had more then one conversation, so it was successful, even though I didn't say much. I usually do the talking, but she does asks some questions and stuff, which is nice. She is not my type, but it's good to communicate with someone, especially someone within Halifax. Last night, I'm not sure if I scared her off. I told her that I was a big fan of The Hunger Games (which is the truth, I never lied to her). She asked me about the merchandise I have of it, since I said I had a bunch and I told her I have to posters by my bed. She said. Good night. She didn't sign off right away like they usually do I've set off a mine. She hasn't blocked or unfriended me, which is a good sign. This was via Facebook chat.
I'm quick to assume to due to my past experiences and stuff. She probably doesn’t know I'm a loner, nor did I bring it up. She probably doesn't know I have Autism, which I don't think I brought that up either. A girlfriend will be much different, since you probably spend a lot of time with one.
Most girls, if they know that you had depression and didn't do much and your life sucked, they would walk out with without saying a word. If you have a like me, and even lucky enough to get a girlfriend and mange to do so, well that is awesome.
The onyl way to find someone like that, is if they have an open mind and undrstanding, maybe if they are like you. Uusally people who are loners, do not end up with most people, such as those who have a full life ahead of them, generally happy. Someone who likes to party a lot, Someone who is into a lot of activities, like sports, Olympics etc, because that don't want some nobody bringing them down, at least that's what I think.
The other day, I looked at The Chronicle Hareald and there was girls there and thought to myself. No way would any of those girls want anything to do with me.
So, To avoid a breakup, do you lie about your past and who you are, or just avoid it. It would probably better to lie, if you are good at covering it up. Me, I could probably be a good lier, because how would it show. I would they find out I was a no one, as long as I don't say I'm popular and have a lot of friends, because soon er or later, they will want to meet these people and you will have to keep coming up with excuses. When I find someone to have a conversation with, there is really nothing to talk about, because I'm a failure at so many things, especially at communication skills. I rarely do well in a conversation, and I don't say much, to avoid saying the wrong thing, which happens quite often.
I don't like to lie, and I don't do it often. I don't want to be too open, but no too closed either. I can't be happy and say how my summer was with my friends, or my friends or doing this or that later on, because I don't have any.
Have you ever gotten away with covering up your past/life, keeping it a secret? It's so hard to find someone who is excepting. So easy to scare people off, and I try so hard. When I have a conversation, it's liek walking through a mine field that is rigged with mines, anything you say could set them off. The girl who I talk to on Facebook. I rarely have a conversation with her, But I had more then one conversation, so it was successful, even though I didn't say much. I usually do the talking, but she does asks some questions and stuff, which is nice. She is not my type, but it's good to communicate with someone, especially someone within Halifax. Last night, I'm not sure if I scared her off. I told her that I was a big fan of The Hunger Games (which is the truth, I never lied to her). She asked me about the merchandise I have of it, since I said I had a bunch and I told her I have to posters by my bed. She said. Good night. She didn't sign off right away like they usually do I've set off a mine. She hasn't blocked or unfriended me, which is a good sign. This was via Facebook chat.
I'm quick to assume to due to my past experiences and stuff. She probably doesn’t know I'm a loner, nor did I bring it up. She probably doesn't know I have Autism, which I don't think I brought that up either. A girlfriend will be much different, since you probably spend a lot of time with one.