Hello everybody,
Like as if there aint enough life stories on the forum, I'll just give you another. Well, that's not really true actually. I was going to do that, I had my life typed out in a document, but then I realised nobody wants to read that honeysuckle. I realised I had to do that for myself, to know what I'm up to.
My conclusion is, that I'm not made for this life. I'm simply not strong enough to handle everything that happens in life. Sad, right? Everytime I get an opportunity in my life, I screw up. When things get too heavy, I screw up. When I have to do one single thing to make something succeed, I screw up..
I am only 19 years old. You will probably tell me that I'm still young and blabla whole life ahead of me. That is true, but I believe people don't change. I can't change. I have tried, but I can't. And as long as I don't change, my life will stay shitty. I'm kinda sure of that.
I wanna be something that I'm not. I' used to blame others for not letting me be the person I want to be, but now I have realised nobody is stopping me from being the person I want to be, but me. I am the problem, and nobody else.
I don't think anybody can help me. Why I am posting on this forum? I don't know
Like as if there aint enough life stories on the forum, I'll just give you another. Well, that's not really true actually. I was going to do that, I had my life typed out in a document, but then I realised nobody wants to read that honeysuckle. I realised I had to do that for myself, to know what I'm up to.
My conclusion is, that I'm not made for this life. I'm simply not strong enough to handle everything that happens in life. Sad, right? Everytime I get an opportunity in my life, I screw up. When things get too heavy, I screw up. When I have to do one single thing to make something succeed, I screw up..
I am only 19 years old. You will probably tell me that I'm still young and blabla whole life ahead of me. That is true, but I believe people don't change. I can't change. I have tried, but I can't. And as long as I don't change, my life will stay shitty. I'm kinda sure of that.
I wanna be something that I'm not. I' used to blame others for not letting me be the person I want to be, but now I have realised nobody is stopping me from being the person I want to be, but me. I am the problem, and nobody else.
I don't think anybody can help me. Why I am posting on this forum? I don't know