Cutting.

[WallflowerGirl83]

Yeah I torture myself too to be honest. I think I deserve pain and misery. I pretty much punish myself cause I'm so used to be treated like I don't matter. And cut myself pretty badly before.

 

[Seosa]

I've just started doing it in the last week, my upper left arm is a complete mess but I deserve it tbh.

No one deserves it... I'm sorry you feel that way but you are worth so much more than that.

If you knew me, you'd agree with me.

It doesn't matter what you are like, I can still say for sure you don't deserve that. Look I don't wanna poke around so it's fine if you don't want to reply but may I ask what makes you believe this? What could possibly make you deserve to be harmed in that way?

I deserve it because if I was a decent person people would like me. I'd have friends, and the 'friends' I make would stick around.

I'm a Uni student, and regularly confident with people, but I don't socialise & I can't keep people with me. It's full on self hatred now.

 

[bulmabriefs144]

I assume cutting is some sort of anxiety/nervous type of depression? I get depressed, but I'm very mild-tempered, so I just don't care about things enough to cut myself. In fact, I'd probably shrug it off even if I had cut myself, and be like "I cut myself, whatever."

I guess it boils down to hating my life, but liking myself, instead of hating myself.

 

[Seosa]

I did it again today, in the same area. About 12 times if I'm being honest. Just stung a little.

Nothing to brag about I know, but it's where my life is at in this moment in time...