NoMoreHope
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How come i have parents that don't care about me. How come i have siblings that hate? What did i do to deserve this lonely existence? I guess life is what you make out of it right? but the problem for me is, i don't know how. Mostly throughout my life i was left out to the side.. left home alone.. left in the corner, and i always felt as kid that i had pains in my chest.. and i cry most of the time.. i didn't knew what was the meaning of all that.. then i realize that i was just very lonely. My parents don't like me as a person, but i am still their son, why cant they just love me for who i am? i am still waiting for the day, when i can genuinely wear a happy smile.. what the fresia is wrong with me!? i am going crazy. i know the problem lies within me.. not the people.. because every person i meet and try to make friends with, always give me this disgusted look. I still try, i will never give up and never give in.. but sometimes i think whats the point
your loving son, rob