onmyown1979
Active member
For like the last 15 years or so I hated this day. I never had anyone to give anything to and it's a hard day for me. My parents always invite me to eat dinner with them but I'll feel like such a loser so I never go. I do my best to just disappear that day. Now it's so ingrained in me to hate this day that even if I do windup with somebody I might not make it a priority because its always caused me so much pain. Am I silly for thinking this way?