Jeff1983
Member
Hello folks,
almost all of you do not know me as I am new in this community (have a look at the new member thread) and since a lot of lonely years and a lot of disappointing years I see no more reason that everything will went fine except the fate:
The fate is my last hope as I realised that no matter what I do for not beeing lonely it does not work and it did not work. Since I am 17 years old I got no more friends as most of the peoples I did meet do not value a friendship and the same belongs do relationships. At least in germany many of the girls do not want you as a person, they do not want you because of your charakter but they want you because of your job, of your money ore whatever.
Due to many many disapointing happenings in my life (relationships, friendships) I lost the will to fight for friends, lost the will to fight for a relationship. I gave up myself.
All I believe in now is FATE.
What do you think about it? Does fate exist? Is right to give up your life and giove it in the hands of fate?
Do not get me wrong, I worked hard in getting friends and I did my very best in relationships of the past 10 years but as almost everything ended up in a mess I do not have the power anymore to make my life go work, I rather hope for fate now.
Best regards
almost all of you do not know me as I am new in this community (have a look at the new member thread) and since a lot of lonely years and a lot of disappointing years I see no more reason that everything will went fine except the fate:
The fate is my last hope as I realised that no matter what I do for not beeing lonely it does not work and it did not work. Since I am 17 years old I got no more friends as most of the peoples I did meet do not value a friendship and the same belongs do relationships. At least in germany many of the girls do not want you as a person, they do not want you because of your charakter but they want you because of your job, of your money ore whatever.
Due to many many disapointing happenings in my life (relationships, friendships) I lost the will to fight for friends, lost the will to fight for a relationship. I gave up myself.
All I believe in now is FATE.
What do you think about it? Does fate exist? Is right to give up your life and giove it in the hands of fate?
Do not get me wrong, I worked hard in getting friends and I did my very best in relationships of the past 10 years but as almost everything ended up in a mess I do not have the power anymore to make my life go work, I rather hope for fate now.
Best regards