Qui
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So... I had a good run here. I really tried hard, for the last ten months, to make sense in my posts and not to let my eccentric nature interfere with my interactions with other members.
I really enjoyed being here for a long time. However, for the last half a year I've had a vague feeling that I wasn't really one of the core members here, despite all the time I spent. This shows me that, despite having what might appear to be a balanced social life, I still don't interact the way that others can. Perhaps this also reflects the ways in which I am not really someone who is worth getting to know. Maybe I just don't put out enough.
So, here I am. I'm putting out. I think that the people here are beautiful. It's a remarkable thing, that we've all met in a place where our physical presence is obsolete. I feel this permits us to see beyond the flesh to the person that lives inside it, and I love what I see. The members of this forum, the "core" members who post almost every day, and return time and again for months on end, you are beautiful people and I am delighted to have been graced by your presence for so long.
However, this forum, like any other, has a turnover rate. Members don't stay members forever. Likewise, neither can I. And so, the time has come for me to bid you all farewell, and to thank you for introducing me to several individuals with whom I still regularly converse.
I would also like to add, I'm deeply sorry that, as was pointed out to me, the only contribution I have made to this forum in ten months was a single post about self injury, which was deleted with an hour.
I really enjoyed being here for a long time. However, for the last half a year I've had a vague feeling that I wasn't really one of the core members here, despite all the time I spent. This shows me that, despite having what might appear to be a balanced social life, I still don't interact the way that others can. Perhaps this also reflects the ways in which I am not really someone who is worth getting to know. Maybe I just don't put out enough.
So, here I am. I'm putting out. I think that the people here are beautiful. It's a remarkable thing, that we've all met in a place where our physical presence is obsolete. I feel this permits us to see beyond the flesh to the person that lives inside it, and I love what I see. The members of this forum, the "core" members who post almost every day, and return time and again for months on end, you are beautiful people and I am delighted to have been graced by your presence for so long.
However, this forum, like any other, has a turnover rate. Members don't stay members forever. Likewise, neither can I. And so, the time has come for me to bid you all farewell, and to thank you for introducing me to several individuals with whom I still regularly converse.
I would also like to add, I'm deeply sorry that, as was pointed out to me, the only contribution I have made to this forum in ten months was a single post about self injury, which was deleted with an hour.