VeganAtheist
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It seems that I am unable to find happiness outside of a committed, romantic relationship. It's unhealthy. It's scary.
I have never been a particularly happy person. Yes, I have had moments of happiness but I have never really been happy with life. In fact, I often prefer not living at all. It's been this way since I was a child. I would often wish that I were no longer living. I am not sure why since my childhood wasn't particularly bad.
The only part of my life that I can say that I have been happy for an extended period of time has been within romantic relationships, especially the last one. It's possibly one of the reasons she is no longer with me is because she sensed that need. It is probably the reason why this breakup has destroyed me so much.
I am not sure where I should go from here. I have tried to "find happiness within". Frankly, most/all of the tips/methods are bullshit using fluffy language.
Dating isn't going to help because A) Not many would like to go out with me B) I don't deserve to date at the moment
I don't know what to do. I really want to withdraw from society altogether.
Any tips on how to get my mojo back? Any paths to happiness?
I have never been a particularly happy person. Yes, I have had moments of happiness but I have never really been happy with life. In fact, I often prefer not living at all. It's been this way since I was a child. I would often wish that I were no longer living. I am not sure why since my childhood wasn't particularly bad.
The only part of my life that I can say that I have been happy for an extended period of time has been within romantic relationships, especially the last one. It's possibly one of the reasons she is no longer with me is because she sensed that need. It is probably the reason why this breakup has destroyed me so much.
I am not sure where I should go from here. I have tried to "find happiness within". Frankly, most/all of the tips/methods are bullshit using fluffy language.
Dating isn't going to help because A) Not many would like to go out with me B) I don't deserve to date at the moment
I don't know what to do. I really want to withdraw from society altogether.
Any tips on how to get my mojo back? Any paths to happiness?