randomdude
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Few days ago i decided to skip using my medicine for one night because i decided to drink some beer for my friends birthday.. Everything went good as i planned but i couldn't sleep until like 9 am and even then when i was fully exhausted i barely fall asleep. So i woke up that day FEELING like a boss without any anxiety, depression basically my mood was perfect, my gym performance was flawless my communication skills reached the point that i always wanted to be at. Than that night i decided that i should stop using meds completely since i feel much better w/o them. Next day everything went the same i go get a drink and i couldn't sleep before the morning but i felt like a boss next day same as i did day before. So as 6 days passed i started to become nervous, tired(even though i slept for 12 hours), depressed and anxious and even paranoid. So i decided to continue with meds again i drank my dose after 6 days and hell starts! My stomach hurts, i feel dizzy, fatigued, hungry, i have some panic attacks that pulse through my whole body and makes me feel hot, my movements are slower than usual, i can't see clearly, i have 0 motivation and my muscles are numb while i feel lost in time since i am lying in bed for 30 minutes it feels like i slept a whole day. When i fall asleep i wake up 5 minutes after even though i am tired as never before. It feels like i am in endless nightmare! I really need someones advice and guidance i am completely aware that i did such a stupid thing even though my therapist said that she will stop talking with me if i quit meds.. I thought i was done with my problems but i actually feel in deeper ones! Guide me guys i feel lost.