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Bluey
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Ye as daft as that sounds I did a deal with someone I don't even believe exists.
See I take my mums dog out every day why she is at work. He has a better life then me. He goes to agility every week and fly ball every week and is even going to be a patter dog for the elderly and the ppl in hospital. my mum and dad take him on a good 2 hour walk every night. I enjoy he's company in the day as well. He really is a pretty amazing dog and really intelligent.
He has been poorly all weekend. So yesterday I took him to the vets with my mum. The vet told us that he is a very poorly dog and there is something wrong with he's hart. Even if he pulls fro he well not be able to do agility or fly ball or anything active again. He's only 3 years old.
I had to stand there and watch my mum cry her eyes out in the vets. This dog really he's her hole world.
So considering all this and that he makes my mum happy and that he has a better life then me. I said a prayer for the fist time in many many years last night. I asked God to give him he's health back and take me to night instead. But no, this has not happend. I am also seat here in quite a lot of physical pain as I have a pain in my back as I sometimes get. Just took some pain killers but they have not kicked in yet.
I don't see the point in all this. I am just but a living thing and my body is messed and I well never be happy for as long as I live with what I have. Then you get the happiest dog in the world, again just another living thing but this living thing is happy. So what is the point of him not living and me being forced to stay here. The world is messed up, there is not God. I well never pry again for the rest of my life if this dog is not going to be how he was. There is no point, cos if he goes and stays as he is then this well give me all the final prof I need that there is no God and if there is he most be as twisted and as messed up as all the rest of us.
I love you mate
See I take my mums dog out every day why she is at work. He has a better life then me. He goes to agility every week and fly ball every week and is even going to be a patter dog for the elderly and the ppl in hospital. my mum and dad take him on a good 2 hour walk every night. I enjoy he's company in the day as well. He really is a pretty amazing dog and really intelligent.
He has been poorly all weekend. So yesterday I took him to the vets with my mum. The vet told us that he is a very poorly dog and there is something wrong with he's hart. Even if he pulls fro he well not be able to do agility or fly ball or anything active again. He's only 3 years old.
I had to stand there and watch my mum cry her eyes out in the vets. This dog really he's her hole world.
So considering all this and that he makes my mum happy and that he has a better life then me. I said a prayer for the fist time in many many years last night. I asked God to give him he's health back and take me to night instead. But no, this has not happend. I am also seat here in quite a lot of physical pain as I have a pain in my back as I sometimes get. Just took some pain killers but they have not kicked in yet.
I don't see the point in all this. I am just but a living thing and my body is messed and I well never be happy for as long as I live with what I have. Then you get the happiest dog in the world, again just another living thing but this living thing is happy. So what is the point of him not living and me being forced to stay here. The world is messed up, there is not God. I well never pry again for the rest of my life if this dog is not going to be how he was. There is no point, cos if he goes and stays as he is then this well give me all the final prof I need that there is no God and if there is he most be as twisted and as messed up as all the rest of us.
I love you mate